Confessions of an overly opinionated 18 year old...

With my High School Graduation on the horizon, I feel that it is time to make a few confessions and dish out some truth.

First, I don't get the point of drama!  Good, God!  I listen to other people talk on a regular basis and all I ever hear is "this bitch said that and this whore did this."   What kind of conversation is that?  I'm about sick of hearing who did who and what "that bitch" did to you because more than likely, you've done the same or worse.  Get over yourself.

Second, I cannot STAND clingy as shit people.  I don't care who the hell you are or who you THINK you are, I am not under any obligation to speak to you EVERY second of my life or even ever.  If I feel like talking, I'll talk.  If I don't, don't blow up my phone.  What I can't stand the most is when I tell you I'm busy and you blow up my phone with texts and phone calls.  I said that I was BUSY.  That means don't keep asking me "what's wrong?" or tell me to "answer my damn phone."  I guarantee you that I will not answer texts or calls because you're being an obnoxious little BITCH.

Third, what the hell does it mean when you sit there and BITCH and WHINE about someone else BITCHING and WHINING.  I don't get it.  Doesn't that make you a hypocrite or something to that effect?  Thought so.

Fourth, I absolutely will NOT stand for stupid people annoying me.  I don't want to hear your bitchy little voice in my ears.  You are IMMATURE and too ridiculous to realize that every single time you open your mouth and try to act cool, you're making yourself look like a complete IDIOT.

Fifth, I completely resent West Davidson.  This is probably the WORST place on the planet.  Maybe not THAT bad, but I would NEVER put my kids in school here.  Props to Mrs. Broadway, Mrs. Milstead, and Mr. Lawson, our principals, Mrs. Ponce, our Spanish teacher, and our Lunch ladies.  They might be the only good at WDHS.  Other than that, the people, the attitude, and the place as a whole is just 150% a shit hole.  When I say shit hole, I mean a big gaping hole in the Universe that sucks people in and turns them into wannabes, hypocrites, bitches, fucktards, and REDNECKS.  Sure, I enjoy my cowboy boots and hell to the yeah I love boys in cowboy hats, but give me a BREAK.  John Deere is NOT a fashion trend, it is on the BLACKLIST.  I will be graduating June 11th and don't plan on coming back around unless I'm coming to see Mrs. Ponce.

Aside from all that bitching... I've really kind of enjoyed my high school career...
Freshman year I was a scene, bandy, hardass...
Sophomore year I was obsessed with my boyfriend and lost all my friends, went on TWB that summer and made all the friends I could ever want.  I love them all!  I also did some absolutely ridiculous stuff that summer... STILL a hardass
Junior year, I gave up on school.  It was the most insanely effed up year.  I hated Jr year and yet, still a hardass.
Senior Year?  I'm here now.  I've gotta say, it's not what it's cracked up to be...  There aren't parties every weekend and there's nothing to do here... And yeah, I'm still a hardass.
JOKING ABOUT BEING A HARDASS. Do you even know me? Haha.

Sure, I MIGHT miss some of this, but I'm about to step into what I'd like to call PERFECTION.  High Point University is the most Extraordinary college I've ever been to.  That's where I'm going to be for the next 4 years and maybe more for Grad school.  ♥  I love it there and no one could argue that HPU is the BEST school in the world.

Shout out to my amazing boyfriend, Richard Roman.  I love him tons and am beyond excited to be seeing him on the day of Graduation up in NYC!

Hope you guys enjoyed it!

What I should've posted a long time ago...

What we've all been waiting for, the person insanely in love.  So, this guy is definitely interesting.  We've not met before and so far I have received 3 bouquets of flowers and my favorite movie!  This definitely sounds sweet and romantic, but let's pry a little deeper here.  The only things he knows about me are purely surface level.  He knows what I've told him and that's it.  I hate to be a downer, but this sounds a little much already, don't you think?  My original intentions were to possibly date this guy in the fall, but he hasn't even met me and I'm apparently the "best thing that's ever happened to him."  This blog may be a bit of a bitch move, but guys, don't fall in love with a girl you've never met.  She probably thinks you're slightly stalkerish.  Phone calls and text messages every single day are okay from your best friend, but probably shouldn't be practiced by anyone else.  I don't even text and call my best friend every day!  This guy literally tries to do anything to make me happy!  I'm really not sure what's up here.  His entire family knows about me and already "loves" me, none of these people have met me.  I think we may have taken this a little bit too far way too quickly.  I don't mean to say it's all his fault, because I definitely put time and flirting and attention into this little "thing."  I just think that maybe people should meet before deciding that they are going to devote the majority of their life to someone, date, or have the most awesome relationship in the world.  It makes no sense to me.  I know I'm nice and I've been told by many people that they've never met someone quite like me, but that is not a good enough reason to be head over heels in love with me before you even meet me!  This guy is really starting to sound psycho, huh?  Get this, I had registration for my classes last weekend and a future classmate stayed with me that weekend.  This future classmate was a male.  So, this guy literally talks to my best friend on a regular basis, creepy?  He texted my best friend and said something along the lines of "I'm worried that they are going to hook up."  Dude, what business do you even have worrying about whether or not I hook up with someone?  If I wanted to hook up with the rest of the world, it still would not be his business!  Literally, all weekend he was texting my friend about the "issue" at hand.  For you information, yes, the guy who stayed over was rather good looking.  Did we hook up?  That's our business.  Fast forward a week.  My profile picture on facebook is of me and another future classmate.  The conversation I had at lunch today revealed that yet again, my best friend was texted to find out who this guy was.  I simply replied "A friend."  Instantly, I knew who had asked, because my best friend said "Who is Richard Roman?" out of nowhere.  It's slightly obvious when you say "I can't tell you."  It is, without a doubt, the person who is always worrying about who you're with.  Damn, I don't even date this guy and I feel like he's constantly watching me.  That's weird.  Rich and I actually have a lot in common and can drive around and do nothing and still have a ton of fun.  That's because we're friends and have met.  I still don't quite understand how this guy is SO in love with me!  Let me just give you a description of him.  He's half Italian and half Jewish, drives a Camaro, lives in a nice house, has an ATV, wears Ed Hardy regularly, owns Prada sunglasses, AND he wears Ed Hardy regularly!  Sounds like a classic Upstate New York douche.  Money is not everything, dear.  You can send flowers, candy, jewelry, and all you could think of, but it's not going to buy me.  Ed Hardy?  God.  I am not the sweet, insecure, and easily persuaded little girl that he probably thinks I am.  I was born and raised southern.  This means that I have a knack for seeing straight through people and being able to tell classy from trashy.  Money isn't everything.  Not at all.  Being able to wear expensive clothes means that you should probably go buy decent clothes.  For the love of God, buy some damn khakis.  This is definitely starting to sound like a bit of a diss on this guy.  I kind of feel really bad, but looking at it, I'm kind of worried about him.  Insecurity is the underlying theme for him.  How is he going to succeed when he can't even relax?  In a few weeks I'm supposed to be going to dinner with him and his family.  I think I'll leave it to actually meeting him to get anything real out of it.

I wrote this when I first started my blog...  Let's just say, I went to dinner and we don't speak anymore.  I'm happily taken by one, Richard Roman. 

Enjoy!

My, how the winds have changed...

So, it's been quite some time since I've blogged...  I've been a little caught up with life and the whole Senior Year thing...

Recently, I went on the Senior DC trip.  Let me just say that I can not believe how immature people can be.  That's all.  Other than that, I am so glad that I went on the DC trip.  I got to catch up with the people in my class one last time before Graduation.  Let me tell you, I spent the majority of the trip trying to find "the closest Starbuck's" hahaha.  Clay and Mason can vouch for that and the 30 minute detour we took to find the "closest" Starbuck's. 

Also, as many of you might know, I've started dating one Richard Roman.  He's made me so happy.  I can't even explain it.  I know you probably don't want to hear about it, but for the first time, I feel alive and really loved.  Just want to spread my love. :D