With only seven days of class left, I've been sitting here thinking about what the heck I'm doing with my life. Sure, I'm VP, an IRC Rep, and in a sorority, but what am I really doing? I haven't even been able to answer that question and it's been a few weeks! I spoke to my adviser the other day about future plans and what I'm worried about and she literally told me that I'm a freshman and I need to just relax first. WHAT?! How am I supposed to "relax" when my future plan is to start a multi-gajillion dollar fashion/clothing line, write a bestselling novel, marry someone who makes enough money that I could be a stay at home mother, but hold a job that generates more money than he does, end poverty in the world, start a charity fund, AND save the world?! Okay, let's be completely honest, probably none of the above is going to happen and I'm more than likely just going to end up going to law school and forgetting about all of my hopes and dreams... I joke. I would NEVER do that and I would NEVER suggest that anyone gives up their dreams for a job they won't love. It will never end well if you don't love what you do!
I think back on what now is the closing of freshman year and I see a huge blur! It like my life was put on the high speed setting on your hairdryer and the power button broke so all you get is this ridiculous droning sound! In a span of semesters, I've managed to do SO much and make so many new friends and memories. I'm in love with it! I love all of it! What I don't love is that finals are coming up. It's like death. Luckily for me, I have a completely jam-packed schedule and have no time to even study (wonderful!). Please, just kill me now.
Also, I feel awful about not posting in a while and I never even wrote about my Spring Break! Gosh, what's new? Panama City Beach, a lot of crazy people, good memories, now faded tan lines, loud music, and endless hours at the bars and clubs! I have sooo many thoughts in my head right now and I'm just trying to get them all out, but I think I'll have to write a whole separate post about spring break, seeing as it was a week of wreaking havoc in PCB, I'll leave you to your imaginations at the trouble that was caused!
Love you guys! As always, thanks for reading!
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